Week 1 / My First Posting

Tigger….

I suppose I should start with a quick introduction. I am the director of development for a small nonprofit here in Southern California. I live with my husband (MC) and teenage daughter (DD).  MC and I are both educated. He has an AA in Political Science and a BA in Communications. He is an accomplished writer, both in mainstream and BDSM material. He also is a club promoter, and has a lot of fun with that. I have a BA in Sociology and a Masters in Business Administration (MBA).

I have been a spanko as long as I can remember. I remember having fantasies about my teachers spanking me, and about public spankings at school. When I played with barbies, the Ken always spanked Barbie. When I played with other kids, I made subtle attempts to get one of them bare-bottomed across someone’s knee. It only actually happened once that I can remember, when I was playing house with one of my younger sister. I just swatted her a couple of times, and let her up. She was 6 and I was 10 and I’m pretty sure she wasn’t traumatized. We just went on playing. I remember thinking that I’d better never have kids, because I’d be spanking them all the time. That prediction didn’t come true. By the time I grew up and had a child, I had zero interest in spanking as discipline. So, it doesn’t even enter my mind as an option.

 I haven’t actually spanked anyone, since I grew up. I’ve been spanked by a couple of ex boyfriends, and even my ex husband. But, spanking does not make a relationship. I feel like I finally got it right with MC. He’s my dominant and superior in every way – intellect, age, self-control, physical fitness, social skills, and of course, size. This is not to say that I’m some sort of stupid baby with no self control or desire to better myself. If I was a total loser, someone like MC would never have me. I choose to submit all that I am to the man I love.

 Fit…..

Since I was busy getting my butt spanked today, I didn’t do any exercise. I’ll start up first thing tomorrow.

 My main exercise programs are Leslie Sansone’s Walk Away the pounds and Billy Blanks Bootcamp – Basic training. I’m renting a variety of exercise videos and will do a write up on some of them. I wonder if I’ll burn more calories, just because I’m having to stand up a while after spankings.

 I think Billy Blanks would be an awesome spanker…I can just hear him – “Count it! 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8…I can’t hear you!”  Yummy 

 To be tied…..

 

This is my first official “spanked bottom” picture. MC wants these pictures to be posted on a fairly regular basis. The reason is twofold: First, it will track my progress with weight loss. Second, it will show the results of any spankings.  Pictures will be posted every 1 -2 weeks, unless I manage to get myself spanked more than that. This particular picture was taken just after my spanking to deal with diet and exercise issues. The punishment continued after the picture, and sometimes I’ll post those types of pictures. But for today, I’m just posting the results of the diet spanking. It was just a hand and hairbrush spanking, but it was a hard one. MC doesn’t tell me how many swats I’m getting. He just spanks until he’s satisfied that the lesson has “sunk in”.

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 Today, MC punished me pretty thoroughly. My entire bottom is covered with welts and bruises. When I say my “entire bottom”, I mean it. MC is pretty good about spanking between the cheeks, and today even gave me a dose of the large butt plug.  The plug in itself isn’t so bad, but he worked it in and out of my asshole, so I’m pretty sore. Sitting here to write this blog entry is a challenge! I was an anal virgin when I met MC, and the whole thing is still pretty scary to me. MC seems to know exactly how much I can take, and when.